Long time no see...😅

I know I've been away for a long time, sorry about that 🙈 I can't really say that it's bc I've been busy or anyth since I'm just chilling all day everyday 😅👌 I just haven't really had anyth to say...

I wanna be able to write posts often but I also want that my posts are good and entertaining and not just some nonsense from the back of my brain. I've been trying to think of some ideas but I guess my brain just stopped working after my finals, and I can't really blame them 😂

Like I said, there hasn't been much going on in my life lately. I've used my time to finally hang out with some friends that I don't see that often. I've also started to go to the gym. I try to get myself go there at least 2-3 times a week. I went today and it was the 3rd time this week so success, little tap on the back and so on 😂👍 I actually have started to kinda enjoy the gym, okay well if I get to use the car, the bus makes the trip twice as long even tho the gym is like 4,5km away from my home 😅 and with twice as long I mean like it takes 45-60mins for me to do my work out and the bus + walking takes like 40-45mins, so yeah literally it doubles the time of the trip... (kiitos kehärata 🖕)

Besides friends and gym, the rest of my days I've spent watching tv or searching for a dress to my graduation... It's driving me crazy, like I know I'm picky + bc I'm curvy it's not that easy but I've literally been searching for a dress for a month now and I've not only searched from Finland but also from UK... I have like a month till my graduation and I have a photoshoot a couple of days before that so I'm starting to freak out. Also bc before I find the dress I also can't decide my shoes or makeup etc... I know totally #firstworldproblems but cmoon you only graduate once from high school so you gotta look gorgeous on that day 💁

I feel like a post that was supposed to just say like I'm sorry for not posting much and telling what I've been upto just turned into some complaining post but oh well I think that happens to a lot of things in my life 😂😅

I'll just put some pics in the end so you can look at them if you were too lazy to read the whole post ✌ also if you don't already follow me on instagram or snapchat you totally should bc I post a lot of stuff about my life there so you should totally check those out, @katjusa1 😉

- KK

The world is what you make it

As I was scrolling thru my instagram (you should totally follow me btw @katjusa1 😉) today I came across this quote that said: "If you lie on the ground on your back, it's like the world is your backpack and you're carrying it through space". I don't know about you but I thought it was kinda absurd but simultaneously so true.

It's one of those things that you don't think about spontaneously but when you hear it from somewhere it's all you can think about for a while because there's no way that you can really disagree with it. I mean who are you to say that that's not true? 😜

But back to the point. I totally agree with that quote. My biggest question is that if the world was your backpack, what kinda would it be? Would it be good or bad, beautiful or ugly, organized or a total mess? What kinda world you wanna live in and what are you gonna do to achieve that?

It's so easy to just step back and say that how can you make a difference just by yourself when theres billions of other people. That's the thing, it's all about your attitude. Rome wasn't built in one day and the world won't be changed in one day either. It's true that it's not really possible to do it all by yourself but if you have an idea that you believe in and you share it with the world, then maybe the world will share the same idea too, you never know. All you gotta do is try. If it doesn't work, well that sucks but at least you tried.

Thanks for reading yet another kinda "deep thoughts of mine" post. Hope you enjoyed it and that you stay tuned for my next posts. I know I'm not writing often enough but I'm graduating from high school this June so I have my finals going on right now (3/5 done ✌) so that pretty much takes all my time and energy. My last exam is on Friday so maybe after that I'll start writing even once a week 🙈

If you have any questions or just anything you would like to say, just comment below 😉

- KK

Youtube addict ✌

Please tell me I'm not the only one who is literally obsessed with Youtube 🙈 I can srsly watch Youtube videos for HOURS everyday and not get bored... It's kinda also starting to affect my studying which ain't good. I have finals starting in two weeks but everytime I take a "little break" from it, it turns into at least 30min Youtube session.

What do I watch from there? Ummm pretty much anything from makeup tutorials to life hacks and from movie bloopers to "what I eat in a day" videos ✌😂 I'm obsessed with vegan food videos and I'm not even a vegan. I could never be tbh but does it stop me from drooling over the recipes in the vids? Hell no.

If only studying was so fun and easy but nope... Also my brain is literally like 85% of song lyrics but when it comes to memorizing some chemistry or physics things it shuts down completely. Why did I get a number and photographic memory + really good language head when I wanna be a doctor... Physics is like rocket science to me.

I'm kinda getting off tracks right now since this was supposed to be about Youtube 🤔 Oh well better luck next time 💁😂

See you soon 💋

- KK

Late night thoughts 🤔

Do you ever find yourself thinking about all these crazy or weird thoughts at night? Well I do. It's currently 12.35am and my mind is full of all kinds of thoughts like:

- What would our earth be called if we would live in some other planet?

- What happens after death?

- What if we are all just robots but we don't know it?

- Bathtubs are actually just reverse boats

- What if someday you would just wake up as a baby and realise that it was just a bad dream?

- Why have I seen all my worst nightmares at least twice?

- Is there really a soul mate for everyone and if yes then is there only one?

- Why one year is 365 days instead of like i don't know, 289?

- Is there people in some other planet that we just don't know about?

The list is endless. Like the world is just so weird place that maybe it's better if we don't even try to understand it all. It just fucks you up even more.

Okay I should probably start to go to bed because this listing is just making me question everything and I really need some sleep.

Let me know in the comments below if you have some mind blowing questions about well basically anything. Let us all get our minds messed up together ✌😉

- KK