FINALLY!

Yes, finally I can say goodbye high school, hello summer holiday. And yes I do know I still have the graduation party in June, entry exams for med school and it's not summer yet but who cares, I certainly don't 😂🙈

I'm writing this as I'm trying to find the energy to go wash my makeup... It's 2.30am and I just got back from clubs 💁 My ears are ringing and my feet are aching but I had an awesome night with my friends even tho I'm not really a club girl since I don't even enjoy drinking. Yes I know it sounds strange coming from an 18-yr-old Finnish teen but well not everyone is the same 😉 The most I've ever drank in one night is like 2 drinks 😂 I've never been drunk but I don't know. I'm kinda proud of myself in a way 😜 I have my whole life time to drink or not drink if that's how I decide 🙈

I know this isn't really an interesting post, just wanted to share this happy time in my life with you guys 💋

Maybe now when I kinda have a holiday, I manage to write more posts are really like plan them first so they don't end up like this 😅

Hope you all had a nice day 😊

- KK

Just needed to get this out...

Is it just me or do you also feel like when you're already having a lot of stress and pressure that bad things just add up? It's hard to comprehend with many things while under pressure so it's obvious that misunderstandings and arguements happen but can people just get that I'm merely a human. I have my limits too.

Last week and this week are one of the toughest weeks of my life because of my finals but people don't seem to realise it...not even the people I love..

I still have my hardest finals exams coming on Wednesday (advanced level math) and Friday (chemistry) and still I keep getting surrounded by negativity from others.

When you're having a tough time all you need is support from the ones you love. But if you don't get it, it feels like no one's on your side, like everything is falling apart and that nothing matters...okay that was a bit dramatic but you get my point 🙈

Relationships, both friendships and partnerships, are hard especially during the tough times. That's when you really know who's on your side and who isn't.

I'm glad that I'm surrounded by wonderful people, but people need to stop arguing with me on the times like this. You can fight as much as you want next week but this week, I need my space and zero negativity in my life.

- KK

Youtube addict ✌

Please tell me I'm not the only one who is literally obsessed with Youtube 🙈 I can srsly watch Youtube videos for HOURS everyday and not get bored... It's kinda also starting to affect my studying which ain't good. I have finals starting in two weeks but everytime I take a "little break" from it, it turns into at least 30min Youtube session.

What do I watch from there? Ummm pretty much anything from makeup tutorials to life hacks and from movie bloopers to "what I eat in a day" videos ✌😂 I'm obsessed with vegan food videos and I'm not even a vegan. I could never be tbh but does it stop me from drooling over the recipes in the vids? Hell no.

If only studying was so fun and easy but nope... Also my brain is literally like 85% of song lyrics but when it comes to memorizing some chemistry or physics things it shuts down completely. Why did I get a number and photographic memory + really good language head when I wanna be a doctor... Physics is like rocket science to me.

I'm kinda getting off tracks right now since this was supposed to be about Youtube 🤔 Oh well better luck next time 💁😂

See you soon 💋

- KK