Where did the summer go?

Okay, so yes I do realise it's been too long since my last post but this time I've really been busy 🙈 I feel like the June just flew by, like it lasted only 2 weeks.

I had my Chilean host sister here and I feel like I had sth pretty much everyday. We went to Helsinki center, to Suomenlinna (an old military island in front of Helsinki), to Heureka (science place with exhibitions, fun gadgets, planetarium etc), to my mom's uncle's summer cottage (went swimming to the lake, was just +18°C 😅), to Porvoo (a city about 45min drive from Helsinki, also where my bae is from ♡), to Stockholm Sweden etc . So for a girl who is an introvert, who loves being alone and just chilling at home instead of going out to bars or well anywhere especially in the evenings (yes, we do exist), it was quite a challenge. I feel like I've really gotten the fear of social situations... I'm like the black sheep of the family aince my parents and sister are like super social and out going 🙈.

What also really sucked was the poor weather we had... We've had so bad summers now for the 2 or 3 summers in a row. Last week was the best but even then the temperature didn't rise above like +24°C and it's just been raining a lot 👎. Today was a pretty good weather when I was in Helsinki with my friend but tmrw it will rain again... The global warming is really a thing and we should really do our best to even slow it down.

So what's been going on in my love life? Well, things are pretty good but my boyfriend actually now has pneumonia...and I'm just hoping that I won't get it since I've spent 2 nights with him during this time and as a kissing addict I've ofc also kissed him 💋🙈. So now, fingers crossed 😅 he now has the antibiotics so hopefully his pneumonia won't be contagious anymore since I would ofc really want to spend time with him more now while he has the permission to be away from army.

I think that's pretty much what's been happening in my life recently. Now just chilling the for a couple of weeks before starting the journey of studying to med school..😅🙈 it's so weird that for the first time in 12 years I DON'T have to go to school next week ♡👍

See you next time 😉

Also don't forget to follow me on instagram @katjusa1 💋

- KK

Life's good

Okay,

so yesterday was the med school exam (applying to it, super hard, only like 7% get in). I only read my own notes (Side note: my notes were about 350-400 pages) the day before since this year I wasn't trying to get in yet. The exam wasn't actually that bad. I mean yeah the physics questions were super hard bc I'm not that good at it + I haven't studied physics for months. The chemistry parts were hard too but I still could answer to some but the biology, like damn I could answer (not fully but still) to every question and might even get full points from one 👌🙈 I just really wasn't happy about the calculator that they now only approve... 

First of all it was hard to find one that was in their list because they were almost all gone already from everywhere. And second of all I mean look at it! (Pic down below) it's so tiny. You can only use symbols "+/-/÷/×/√" with it like cmoon...try to count pH things in chemistry with that.... Also you can only fit 8 symbols on the screen at a time... Like ummm it's the 21st century now ..but yeah I still managed with it so 🙈

After that I just went to eat with my friend and damn the food was good 👌 we had onion rings for starters and burgers for main course 🙈 (pics down below)

Today was an exciting day bc I started at my work. It was kinda scary and really tiring and hard at first but it got easier during the day and I'm sure I'll be good in no time ✌ Today also came the results from my matriculation examination and now I can finally officially say that I'm graduating from high school on the 3rd of June ❤ yaaaas 💁

I was a bit disappointed in my results but well those are hard and I still did pretty well 🙈 Now I can enjoy of not studying until September/October (then I will start studying for next yrs med school exam).

So yeah like the title says, life is pretty good and hopefully it will stay that way 😊

Tmrw again work which means I gotta get up (too) early but then starts weekend ❤

Hope you are all having a good day 💋

- KK

Just needed to get this out...

Is it just me or do you also feel like when you're already having a lot of stress and pressure that bad things just add up? It's hard to comprehend with many things while under pressure so it's obvious that misunderstandings and arguements happen but can people just get that I'm merely a human. I have my limits too.

Last week and this week are one of the toughest weeks of my life because of my finals but people don't seem to realise it...not even the people I love..

I still have my hardest finals exams coming on Wednesday (advanced level math) and Friday (chemistry) and still I keep getting surrounded by negativity from others.

When you're having a tough time all you need is support from the ones you love. But if you don't get it, it feels like no one's on your side, like everything is falling apart and that nothing matters...okay that was a bit dramatic but you get my point 🙈

Relationships, both friendships and partnerships, are hard especially during the tough times. That's when you really know who's on your side and who isn't.

I'm glad that I'm surrounded by wonderful people, but people need to stop arguing with me on the times like this. You can fight as much as you want next week but this week, I need my space and zero negativity in my life.

- KK