Army done and 8 month anniversary ♡

So as you can tell from the title, my boyfriends army is now finally over, 255/255 days ✌ It's been really tough at times since the whole time we've been dating he has been in the army and sometimes there's been times when we've seen each other for like 3-6 days a month...sometimes 10 days straight without even talking but now it's finally over and we can start to live like "normal" life 👌

On the other hand the next 8 months won't be that much easier since he is starting his studies tomorrow and I'm studying to get to the med school as you may know and like I've said before, it's extremely hard to get into med school in Finland.... But I'm sure we will manage because we love each other and want to be together. That's all that really matters at the end of the day ❤ Can't wait to start this new "chapter" with him 💋

We'll be also celebrating our 8 month anniversary together tomorrow and I'm excited since there's actually only been one "month-anniversary" that we've got to be together (the 6 month, thank God). I don't yet know what we are gonna do after he gets out from school but I'm sure we'll figure it out then 🙈

I hope you all have a great day and I'll see you in my next post 💋

(P.s. I know my posts are normally pretty short and I apologize that, I would love to hear ideas from you guys about what should I talk about etc)

- KK

Pray for Barcelona 🇪🇸

This was not a good night... When I heard that one of my favourite cities had been attacked, I was shocked, devastated and confused at the same time. What made this all even more weird was that I had actually earlier today watched some CNN's etc's documents about these terrorists from youtube. Like what makes them do things like this, about the women there, the child recruits and so on. I'm stunned how many people still join them every year from Europe, USA, Australia etc and how easily their are brainwashed into their system.

I'm really sad that the world we live in, has to be this scary, so unpredictable and unsafe. It obviously makes me scared even tho you shouldn't let power to the fear because that's exactly what the terrorists want. All these attacks have been brutal, horrible and unforgivable but at the same time it's the fear and the anxiety that makes us even more vulnerable.

Now when it comes to the Barcelona's attack, I'm not trying to blame anyone else but the terrorists of this attack, but how is it possible that La Rambla which is a big, wide road for walkers didn't have any protection? Like those big stone fences or anything. It was just a matter of time for this to happen since these kind of attacks (truck/van) have been going on in Europe and also because La Rambla is like the perfect target for it because it's always full of people. The van got to drive for over half a kilometer before stopping because there's nothing that would've stopped it.
But like I said, it's ofc the terrorist's fault that this even happened in the first place.

UPDATE: there was also another terrorist attack later last night... Audi A3 drove to the crowd in Cabrils... 6 civils got injured and one police. Police shot 4 suspects and injured one, who died later from his injuries. Police also said that the suspects had bomb vests on them...

This is absolutely terrible and devastating... I hope that all the injured people get better soon and everyone who needs any kind of help gets it.

I just want to send my condolences for all the victims' loved ones and for Barcelona ❤ We love you and support you ❤🇪🇸

- KK

(Pic's source: ://www.hola.com/actualidad/2017081798302/redes-sociales-pray-for-barcelona/ )

Jag älskar dig ♡

I wasn't sure if I was gonna write a post about my relationship again since I'm not the kinda person who likes to shove it into peoples faces but I mean it's a huge part of my life right now so oh well, here we go again 😜.

It's now been about 5 months since the last relationship post which means that it's gonna be our 6 month anniversary soon (on Friday, 14th of July to be exact). It's like a weird but exciting thing at least for me since I've never dated anyone for this long 🙈.

I'm actually talking with him as I'm writing this 🙈 It's 1.15am and I just took a nap before 12am so I could stay awake and keep him company while he has his guard-shift (00.00-03.00). I feel like it's the least I can do when I'm just on a holiday and he has to be there. 65 long days left but I mean we've already been thru 190 days so can't complain 😅🙈

Besides all the struggles and challenges that the army throws at us, we are doing good ❤ I can't even describe how much I love this guy, I've never felt this way before 🙈. He just simply makes me happy and I feel so loved. Not even an hour goes by without him calling me beautiful when we are together 💋 Like I said in my previous post, it's hard for me to take compliments even from him but I still appreciate it and cherish the moment when he says the words with a smile on his face and twinkling eyes 💫

I know it's still pretty naive to say after only 6 months but I really do think that I've found my future ♡ My boyfriend changed my life completely and there's no place I'd rather be than in his arms ♡ It's so weird tho, like who knew I might have found my "the one" from Tinder 🙈 It just seems so unreal, but at the same time so amazing. I feel blessed, and if this is how it's always gonna feel, I don't ever wanna let him go ♡

- KK

I DID IT! 🎓

Sivistys ei ole vain tietoa, sivistys 

ei ole vain taitoa. 

Helsingin luonnontiedelukiossa 

sivistys on älyllistä uteliaisuutta, 

eettistä tajua, kykyä nähdä olennaista 

ja tahtoa toimia. #kerranHelluainaHellu

(My high school's (Hellu) motto)

Finally! I graduated from high school 🎓❤ got my white cap and couldn't be happier. Now I can relax and not think about school for months (before I start to study for the med school exam in Autumn). Yesterday was just an amazing day and I'm so grateful for my friends, family, relatives and my boyfriend that they made my day perfect 💖 I feel blessed to be surrounded by all these wonderful people and also about the quality of education I have access to because I live in Finland 🇫🇮♡ I also feel super blessed by the gifts I receive from everyone 💖

What I really love about my graduation is that I got to graduate on my dad's birthday but also in the year that the Independent Finland turns 100 ♡ I'm really patriotic person and this just made my day. I didn't even plan it but even tho I usually wear pink or black etc, my dress was navy blue with white lace aka the colours of the Finnish flag 🇫🇮

It's still hard to realise that I've graduated but I'm sure it will sink in during the next few months or so 🙈 Now just working till the 30th of June and then a couple months of summer holiday ♡

I hope you all have a great day and that you stay tuned for my next post 😉💋

P.S. more pics (taken by professional photographer) coming later, when I get them.

-KK

I PROMISED MYSELF I WOULDN'T BE THIS GIRL...

So I know it's annoying when people talk about their relationships in social media etc. but please forgive me. I'm a newbie in this whole dating thing..

I used to be the girl who gave dating advices to others and had had "a thing" (like texting cute stuff but most of the times not even meeting them irl) with many guys but hadn't even been in a real relationship before.. sad right 🙈 But things changed, fortunately, and I'm currently on my second relationship. Life's good.

Now when I think about my first relationship, that ended in the beginning of October, I feel like it was more of a rehearsal one for me. Don't get me wrong, I had great times with my now ex and I got to experience some parts of being in a relationship but I can't really even compare it to the relationship I'm in now. We just didn't click the same way which was probably caused by the fact that we jumped into a relatinship too fast without knowing each other at all (after 3 days of talking and one date). Now you are probably rolling your eyes and tbh I don't blame you 😜 But after all I don't regret anything and I still care about the person.

​My current boyfriend I actually met in Tinder even though it's kind of hard to admit 🙈 my friends told me it was fun, like some game so I tried it. I never thought that I would even go on a "Tinder date" even if someone asked but well I'm glad I did. After getting a match with him, he texted me and (Thank God) didn't use some cheesy pick-up line like many guys in Tinder. What really caught my eye was the fact that he played football (I love football but can't play myself because of genetic knee problems) and that he is as we call " Finlandsswedish" which means that the person is Finnish but speaks Swedish as mother-tongue.

​(SIDE NOTE: I love languages (I study 5 myself including Finnish) and have been studying Swedish for 6 years now (because we have to starts studying it on 7th grade because it's Finland's second official language) but also chosed it as one of the subjects in finals. Now when I am pretty good at it (writing and understanding, i barely speak it) I really wanted to have someone I could talk to in Swedish even though not many of Finns really speak it so hey JACKPOT. )

We've been officially together for little over a month now and things are perfect. Okay yes that was a lie. At the moment (started in the beginning of January) my boyfriend is in the army (Finnish guys have to go to either army for 6/9/12 months (or more if they want ofc) or go do this civil thingy which is always 12 months). Because of the army we get to talk about 0,5-2h per day if even that and meet max once a week... But I guess it's good since I'm busy with studying for my finals that I have next month. It just really sucks when you can't be with someone you love.

Yes, I love him no matter how naive it sounds after being together for so little amount of time. Many of you might now be like "what does an 18-year-old know about love" but I think that you just know when you are around someone special ♡ You know, the whole zoo you feel in your stomach, the way you miss them the second they leave, the ridicilous smile on your face when they text you or especially when they smile at you and call you "beautiful" even though you look like you've just crawled out of the trashcan. That's what I'm feeling right now. HAPPY & LOVED.

I could go on and on but I'll save you from it this time 🙈 I hope you have a great day and feel as loved as I do atm. See you soon 💋

- KK