So I know it's annoying when people talk about their relationships in social media etc. but please forgive me. I'm a newbie in this whole dating thing..
I used to be the girl who gave dating advices to others and had had "a thing" (like texting cute stuff but most of the times not even meeting them irl) with many guys but hadn't even been in a real relationship before.. sad right 🙈 But things changed, fortunately, and I'm currently on my second relationship. Life's good.
Now when I think about my first relationship, that ended in the beginning of October, I feel like it was more of a rehearsal one for me. Don't get me wrong, I had great times with my now ex and I got to experience some parts of being in a relationship but I can't really even compare it to the relationship I'm in now. We just didn't click the same way which was probably caused by the fact that we jumped into a relatinship too fast without knowing each other at all (after 3 days of talking and one date). Now you are probably rolling your eyes and tbh I don't blame you 😜 But after all I don't regret anything and I still care about the person.
My current boyfriend I actually met in Tinder even though it's kind of hard to admit 🙈 my friends told me it was fun, like some game so I tried it. I never thought that I would even go on a "Tinder date" even if someone asked but well I'm glad I did. After getting a match with him, he texted me and (Thank God) didn't use some cheesy pick-up line like many guys in Tinder. What really caught my eye was the fact that he played football (I love football but can't play myself because of genetic knee problems) and that he is as we call " Finlandsswedish" which means that the person is Finnish but speaks Swedish as mother-tongue.
(SIDE NOTE: I love languages (I study 5 myself including Finnish) and have been studying Swedish for 6 years now (because we have to starts studying it on 7th grade because it's Finland's second official language) but also chosed it as one of the subjects in finals. Now when I am pretty good at it (writing and understanding, i barely speak it) I really wanted to have someone I could talk to in Swedish even though not many of Finns really speak it so hey JACKPOT. )
We've been officially together for little over a month now and things are perfect. Okay yes that was a lie. At the moment (started in the beginning of January) my boyfriend is in the army (Finnish guys have to go to either army for 6/9/12 months (or more if they want ofc) or go do this civil thingy which is always 12 months). Because of the army we get to talk about 0,5-2h per day if even that and meet max once a week... But I guess it's good since I'm busy with studying for my finals that I have next month. It just really sucks when you can't be with someone you love.
Yes, I love him no matter how naive it sounds after being together for so little amount of time. Many of you might now be like "what does an 18-year-old know about love" but I think that you just know when you are around someone special ♡ You know, the whole zoo you feel in your stomach, the way you miss them the second they leave, the ridicilous smile on your face when they text you or especially when they smile at you and call you "beautiful" even though you look like you've just crawled out of the trashcan. That's what I'm feeling right now. HAPPY & LOVED.
I could go on and on but I'll save you from it this time 🙈 I hope you have a great day and feel as loved as I do atm. See you soon 💋
- KK
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