Age crisis 😅

It's now been a week since I turned 19 (22/8) and I honestly don't know what to think about that 😅 I'm kinda having like an age crisis tbh. I feel like I just turned 18 and now I'm already a year older... And no 19 isn't old but I just feel like now each year I should be more adult-like etc and I'm NOT ready 🙈

I just graduated from high school and now this year, like I've already said earlier, I'm studying so that maybe I would get into med school someday (fingers crossed 🙈). I still live at home and will be living here at least until I get into a university so right now it just feels like my life is kinda standing still. I'm not going anywhere, turning 19 didn't bring anything new into my life and I'm still learning to become an adult and do adult kinda stuff while still holding on to my last year of being a teenager 🙈😢

Becoming an adult (or well turning 18 and after that) isn't that easy. It's like someone taking your training wheels off without your permission and all of a sudden you're supposed to make the important phone calls yourself, handle your bank account things and making all kinds of decisions all by yourself. I mean don't get me wrong I like being able to do stuff myself too like for example driving a car but before you turn 18, you have no Idea of all the responsibilities and duties the life is about to throw at you. So yes sometimes I do think about how easy life would be if I was still like a 5-year-old or sth but then again I'm happy and grateful about all the things and experiences I've had in these past 19 years. They have made me who I am today.

- KK

Mother's Day

Mother's day was pretty nice even tho I had slept only a few hours and had to do a lot of stuff during the day. I feel like we should celebrate moms 365 days a year tho 🙈 I love my mom more than words could ever describe 💖 she is my role model and my rock. I know I can always tell her everything and that she will always help me. I hope that someday I could be even half of the woman and a mother she is 💖

I could go on and on but maybe I'll just continue with on how the day went/what I did etc.

Mother's day menu:
- asparagus with ham and parmesan
- Beef fillet steak with pepper-cream sauce, grilled onions, grilled eggplant with feta and sage, Hasselbacka's potatoes and salad
- Rubarb cheese cake with roasted white chocolate (by my sister)

Besides good food and good company, I  saw this rabbit while I was picking flowers for my mom and grandma 🙈🐰 It came really close because I didn't move at all since I noticed it. It was so cute 🙈 I wish I would've gotten better photos but like I said I tried to stay still + I only had my phone with me and not my camera...

I know this was a pretty short post but I mean it was only about one day 🙈 oh and I also got a job so maybe more about that later here 😉 see you soon 💋

- KK